Why is everything so distasteful?

Why is everything so lame?

I am suffering from depression

Am I to be blamed?

Why am I so unstable?

Why am I so emotionally maimed?

I can’t control my impulsiveness

Should I be ashamed?

Why am I hearing voices?

Why are they so profane?

Is there only one reality

Are yours and mine the same?

Why am I so happy?

Why am I so desolate?

I don’t think I control my emotions

Am I being controlled instead?

I see an end to my plight 

It’s been a long wait 

Darling it will be a pretty sight

 Watch me go up in flames.